WHY CANT PEOPLE YOU LOVE BE HAPPY FOR YOUR PROGRESS

          THIS BLOG WILL BE SHORT AND RIGHT TO THE POINT. IF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOGS THEN YOU KNOW THAT I BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN MY LIFE. I BEEN THROUGH ALOT EMOTIONALLY AS A YOUNG PERSON GROWING UP. I WAS EMOTIONALLY HURT AND OFTEN REJECTED BY MANY PEOPLE. I NEVER TOOK HIGHER POSITIONS OR BETTER YET TOOK CHARGE OF ANYTHING WHEN OFFERED A BETTER LIFE. I FINALLY REACHED THAT POINT OF ACKNOWLEDGING MY POTENTIAL SKILLS. I FINALLY FEEL CONFIDENT TO DO WHATEVER GOD WILL PERMIT ME TO DO IN EXAMPLE A CAREER. THE ONE'S YOU THINK WOULD BE THE HAPPIEST FOR YOU SEEMS TO BE THE WORST TO RELY ON EMOTIONALLY. WELL I HAVE TO CORRECT THAT SENTENCE,  MY LIFE PERSONALLY HAS BEEN THAT WAY. I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THE SUPPORT THAT MOST OF US CAN OBTAIN SUCH AS: " HOW ARE YOU"? OR "ARE YOU BUSY"? OR "ARE YOU OK TODAY"? OR " I WAS THINKING OF YOU TODAY AND IM DELIGHTED THAT YOU HAVE A GREAT OPPORTUNITY"! THE NORMAL SUPPORT THAT MOST PEOPLE RECEIVE AND MOST PEOPLE CAN APPRECIATE. THIS IS PERSONAL BUT IT IS BITTER REFLECTIONS FROM THE ONES THAT YOU LOVE.

          I HAVE SAID IN ANOTHER BLOG I WROTE THAT SOMETIMES TOUGH LOVE IS ALL I SEE OR FEEL. I HAVE MENTION ON A BLOG AND MENTIONED ON A YOU TUBE VIDEO THAT MY MAMA LOVES ME MORE THAN ANYONE ON THIS EARTH. I AM NOT SAD BUT IM WRITING WHAT I FEEL IN MY HEART. I GOTTA LET GO AND MOVE FORWARD. I CANT CONTINUE SURROUNDING MY LIFE AROUND PEOPLE THAT DONT CARE. THIS TYPE OF SITUATION GETS WORSER BY THE DAY AND IT LEADS TO THE WORST FORM OF MENTALITY EVER. THIS KIND OF CONDITION AFFECTS EVERYONE THAT SURROUNDS ME SUCH AS MY DAUGHTER. I WILL NOT BE IN THIS KIND OF ENVIRONMENT ANYMORE. I GOTTA DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS TO THOSE WHO DO CARE.