MOTHER'S DAY GIFT

          MOTHER'S DAY THIS PAST SUNDAY WAS BETTER THAN THE OTHER MOTHER'S DAY HOLIDAY IN THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. MOST OF YOU MAY KNOW OR MAY NOT KNOW THAT MY MOTHER PAST IN THE YEAR 2012. I HAD BEEN REALLY SAD AND SOMEWHAT DEPRESSED AFTER SHE PAST. MY MOTHER AND I WAS VERY CLOSE. SHE WAS AN INSPIRATIONAL PERSON FOR ME. MY MOTHER WAS SO STRONG PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. MY MOTHER COULD SOLVE A SITUATION IN LESS THAN 2 MINUTES. SHE WAS AN INCREDIBLE PERSON. I REMINENCE MY MAMA'S LOVE.

          GROWING UP AS I HAVE SAID WASN'T EASY FOR ME. I ENDORED ALOT OF PRESSURE FROM PEOPLE. ALL OF THE ENDURANCE AT THE TIME RESULTED TO CONFIDENCE PROBLEMS WITHIN MYSELF. I SUFFERED WITH DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AS A YOUNG CHILD. I WOULD FEEL SO SAD EMOTIONALLY. I NEVER WENT TO A COUNSELOR OR A DOCTOR. MY MOM TAUGHT ME THE BEST COUNCILING SERVICE I COULD EVER CHERISH. MY MOM SHOWED ME HOW TO PRAY. SHE SHOWED ME HOW TO DEPEND ON GOD/CHRIST FOR EVERYTHING. MY MAMA SHOWED ME HOW TO NEVER BE TO PROUD TO GIVE THANKS TO GOD FOR ALL HIS BLESSINGS AND TO NEVER BE ASHAMED TO CALL UPON GOD IN TIME OF NEED. MY MOTHER NOT ONLY SHOWED ME HOW TO DEPEND ON GOD/CHRIST BUT SHE WAS THE ACTUAL EXAMPLE OF ALL SHE TAUGHT ME.

          MY MOTHER IS IN HEAVEN. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I MISS HER EVERYDAY. ALTHOUGH SHE IS IN HEAVEN, SHE IS STILL WITH ME SPRITUALLY. I FEEL MY LIFE IS BETTER THAN EVER. I AM RECOVERING FROM HER PASSING AND MY LIFE IS PROGRESSING AS MY MAMA ALWAYS TOLD ME IT WOULD. I REMEMBER MY MAMA TELLING ME, "BABY YOU WILL SEE ONE DAY WHY YOU HAVE FACED SO MUCH TROUBLE AS A YOUNG GIRL AND CHILD YOU WILL SEE WHY ALL THIS HAPPENED TO YOU". I SAID, "MAMA I KNOW, MAMA I KNOW". AS OF TODAY, " I DO KNOW MAMA"," I DO KNOW MAMA". EVERYTHING I HAVE CONQUERED IN THE PAST HAS MADE ME THE PERSON I AM TODAY. MAMA KNOWS HAS ALWAYS BEEN A SAYING AND IT IS TRUE. I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD TO HAVE A MOM NAMED BETTY. BETTY ANN IS MY MAMA AND I WILL FOREVER BE HER BABY. SHE CALLED ME HER BABY ALL THE TIME AND EVEN UP TO HER PASSING. SHE LOVED ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE DIDN'T AND SHE CARED FOR ME IN TIME OF NEED. MY MAMA PACIFIED ME AS A BABY AND LOVED ME LIKE NO OTHER. ALTHOUGH I MISS HER EACH AND EVERYDAY, MRS. BETTY ANN FIELDER LIVES FOREVER IN MY HEART. NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE HER BECAUSE THERE IS NO REPLACEMENT.

          I AM HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE I HAVE A WONDERFUL MAMA THAT LOVED ME AND CARED FOR ME. MY MAMA IS THE BEST AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST IN MY EYE. MY MAMA BEAUTIFUL FACE AND THOSE BEAUTIFUL FRECKLES. I LOVE LOOKING AT MYSELF AND SEEING THOSE FRECKLES ON MY FACE THAT I INHERITED FROM MY MAMA. I LOVE THE FACT THAT I HAVE THIS MUSCULAR BODY JUST LIKE MY MAMA. I LOVE THIS STRONG MIND AND A PROBLEM SOLVING TECHNIQUE I HAVE THAT I OBTAIN FROM MY MAMA THAT GOD DWELLED IN HER. I HAVE SO MUCH OF MY MAMA TRAITS THAT I AM HONORED TO HAVE RECEIVED ALL FROM GOD THAT CREATED ME IN MY MAMA WOMB. MY MAMA, MY MAMA, I SEE YOU EVERYDAY BECAUSE I AM A REFLECTION OF YOU. I LOVE YOU MAMA FOREVER.