AFRAID TO LOVE/MY COMPANION/FIERY TOPIC

          DATING? IM DATING AND I HAVE MET A VERY GOOD PERSON THAT I ENJOY MY TIME CHATTING ON THE PHONE OR SPENDING AN EVENING DINING OUT. HE IS MY COMPANION AND I AM HIS COMPANION BUT IM NERVOUS. I DON'T KNOW WHY! I THINK THAT MAYBE I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR AWHILE AND FOCUSING ON MOTHERHOOD/CAREER GOALS FOR SO LONG THAT I HONESTLY FEEL I COULD BE BY MYSELF. ALTHOUGH I KNOW THAT EVERYONE SHOULD SOMEDAY OR IF IN THE PRESENT DAY HAVE A COMPANION. A COMPANION TO SHARE MY WORLD AND MY COMPANION SHARE HIS WORLD. I AM A FRIEND AND MY COMPANION MY BEST FRIEND. THE FEW THINGS I JUST MENTION IS HARD TO FIND AND WHEN YOU FIND THE ONE THEN YOU SHOULD MAINTAIN THE COMPANIONSHIP. IM FORTY YEARS OLD AND YES I KNOW WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE BUT SOMETIMES LOVE IS A FEAR. A FEAR OF SOMEONE LYING OR HURTING THE EMOTIONAL STABILITY THAT CAN BE DISTURBED EASILY. I KNOW THAT IF A COMPANIONSHIP IS MEANT TO BE THEN IT WILL BE. IF IT IS DESTINE FOR ME TO BE WITH MY COMPANION BY GOD'S WILL THEN MY COMPANION WILL BE COMPLETELY COMPANIONED WITH ME.